Sunday, April 28, 2019

Acceptances

After going through over 60 stories received in the first week, we are proud to announce our five acceptances, which will be published in May. They are, in no particular order:

"New Witch in Town" - Robert Lupton

"Banner's Lot" - David Castlewitz

"Azure" - Stephen F. Murphy

"Replacement Charles" - Patrick Baker

"Fly on the Wall" - Keith West

The first story will be posted Friday, May 3. All stories now in the slush pile will be considered for June publication.

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Submissions update

The reading period for May at Sirius Science Fiction will close on Saturday, April 28. All stories submitted by then will be considered for publication in May. The list of the five stories selected will be posted on Monday, April 29 (May has five Fridays). Sirius S-F will publish each week's original story on Fridays. The first story will go live on Friday, May 3.

As of now, we have 31 submissions for consideration

Saturday, April 20, 2019

Classic Reprint

DOUBLE EXPOSURE
By Lou Antonelli

He hefted the handgun up and down in his palm.  It felt very heavy and solid.  What was it the man in the gun store said just a minute ago?  "This will provide excellent self-protection."
"More like self-destruction," he thought as sat behind the steering wheel.  He closed his eyes and contemplated his suicide.
"I wonder where I'm going?  I hope God forgives me."
He opened his eyes, and something across the parking lot caught his eye.  He squinted.  "Is that what I think it is?"
There was a little booth in a small traffic island.  It had a yellow pagoda-style roof with letters that read: "Kodak Film".
"I haven't seen one of those in at least 30 years," he thought.  Without a thought, he put the car in drive and began across the parking lot.
Everyone still used film when he was in high school, back in the '70s when he was dating.  That's when he met Diane.
"More like she trapped me," he thought.  She was nice to him then--very nice--but even then he knew she was high maintenance. And the maintenance fees only got higher and higher over the years.
His first girlfriend had been Amy, but she came from a poor working-class family--and he wanted to go places.  Diane's family had money and was well-connected.  He married Diane.  That's why a handgun lay on the seat beside him and he planned to kill himself.
Her push for money was relentless, but he had been able to keep up for 35 years. Then the Recession started, and he began to falsify transactions.  He had gotten away with it for a few years, but the auditors seized his computer yesterday.
Last night he told Diane what he had done.  She laughed at him and left him.  That morning he hopped in the hybrid and drove to the gun store.  "There’s no way I’ll survive prison," he thought.
He pulled up to the median.  "My God, it is an old Kodak booth."
It read "Fotomat" at the ends of the short roof.  Beneath it read "Film - Developing - Flash Bulbs".
On the long side, beneath the words "Kodak Film" stacked one atop the other, it read: "One Day Photo Finishing".
The booth looked clean and its colors were bright.  He saw the window slide open and a man waved him forward.  He pulled the car up.
The man inside smiled at him.  "You finally came to pick up your photos, Mr. DeRidder!"
Jake DeRidder looked, at him, stunned.  "How do you know my name?  What photos?"
The man reached behind himself and pulled an envelope from an otherwise empty rack.  He read the envelope. "Jake DeRidder - Class of 1976, Senior Class Picnic."
DeRidder shuddered as he remembered.  That was the last time he saw Amy.  He dumped her for Diane the next week.  And yes, he never picked up the photos.
DeRidder furrowed his brow.  "Wait, why are you still here?  I thought all these booths closed years ago."
The man reached out with the envelope.  "We couldn't close until all the photos were picked up."
He leaned out.  "Here, take these. No charge--I'm glad to be outta here."  The man nodded and smiled.
DeRidder reached out, took the envelope, and squeezed it. It was real.  He dropped it onto his lap and pulled out at least three dozen photos.
"I didn't take that many photos that day," he muttered.  He looked up.
The man and the booth were gone.
He was sitting in his car all alone in an empty area of the parking lot.  He looked down quickly to see if the photos were still there.  They were.
The first dozen were the ones he took at the senior picnic.  Amy under a tree.  Amy on the beach.  Amy at the picnic table.
He kept flipping through the photos.  There was one of Amy--at the college with him?   Another one showed them eating at the college diner.  More smiling scenes.
There they were at the altar in church--being married.  "Oh, my God!" he thought as he flipped through the photos.  "This is the life I could have had!"
Through the photos--as happens with dying men--his life flashed before his eyes, but it was the life he should have had. The birth of their first son.  Then their sweet baby girl.  The lovely house.  Another son.  Kids on bicycles.  And on and on.
He began to cry.
He was startled by the sound of a woman's voice.  “Dear, don’t get all weepy on me.”
He turned and saw a middle-aged woman in the passenger seat next to him.  It was an older version of Amy.
"Why did you tuck those photos in your coat when we left home?" she asked.
Jake smiled at her and said the first thing that popped into his head.  "I guess I wanted to keep busy while you were shopping, by reminding myself what a lucky man I am."
She kissed him on the cheek.  “You’ve always been so sweet to me.”
He looked at her, stunned.  "Do you think we can trade places and you drive?  I'm feeling very lightheaded."
As she drove, he pored over the photos and reminded himself of the past 35 years that had just happened to him.
“Since you’re feeling all sentimental, when we get home, let's get some red wine, hold hands, and go through all the photo albums together," she said.
She looked sideways at him, "If we feel good enough, who know what may develop!"
He puzzled for a moment, and then remembered Amy had been a chronic punster.  She looked straight ahead but raised her eyebrows, and Jake sputtered and burst out laughing.
"A great way to end the day," he said with a smile.  Then he thought for a moment.
"A great way to end the day," he said again, this time very softly.

(The End)

"Double Exposure" was originally published in Daily Science Fiction in 2012.